OMG...why is it that whenu let something great into your life and it walks out the door u don't fight for it?? I hate this I fuked up maybe what could have been a great friendship...I let shyt get too far! I cared for him he's was one of my best friends and I didn't relieze he loved me until today!!! I knew he had, or what I thought he had,a friendship kind of love for me but it turned out to be so much more I must have been so stupid not to relize it ya know!!! I guess thats my luck and something else I have to fix!!! But bye for now!!